|Saturday, November 5th, 2005|
My weekend full of hope has already ended, on friday, in disappointment. *sigh* I can't wait for monday... Current Mood: disappointed
|Sunday, October 9th, 2005|
I feel like my ADD for people is begining to kick in... Current Mood: frustrated
THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.
Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog (Xanga). Then tag five other Xanga/LiveJournal friends to see what they're listening to.
1. Error Operator-Taking Back Sunday
2. Ohio is for lovers- Hawthrone Heights
4. Little Devotional- Taking Back Sunday
5. Mix Tape- Brand New
|Wednesday, September 28th, 2005|
I feel eh today.the past few days actually
|Monday, September 19th, 2005|
Today I remembered why girls are retarded. And i realized that once again in the end, I was right and everyone else was wrong. So for all those people,mostly girls, who bitched to me about "hating women" I just want to say ; suck my balls, suck my balls, suck my balls.
|why do good things happen to be bad people?
If I could get to sleep then,
I guess you could stop pretending
Cause if I didn't think you loved it
well then I wouldn't play along and
you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag
(you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag)...
...You're down for selling me out
while I played dumb,
It's cool cause I let you,
thought I'd never catch you,
You'd say "we're only friends"
yeah, real good friends
I bet, I bet
life..it sucks..so ugh Current Mood: restless
|Thursday, September 15th, 2005|
Micki is an awesome cook..a very very very very very awesome cook. Her food rocked my mouth like none other. Micki come back and cook for me!!!! I'll let you touch my hair ;) Current Mood: happy
|Sunday, September 11th, 2005|
Myers-Briggs Personality test
This test is awesome. It has me dead on. I'm an ISTP
. A few highlights:
"ISTPs are equally difficult to understand in their need for personal space, which in turn has an impact on their relationships with others. They need to be able to "spread out"--both physically and psychologically--which generally implies encroaching to some degree on others, especially if they decide that something of someone else's is going to become their next project."
"These territorial considerations are usually critical in relationships with ISTPs; communication also tends to be a key issue, since they generally express themselves non-verbally. When they do actually verbalize, ISTPs are masters of the one-liner, often showing flashes of humor in the most tense situations; this can result in their being seen as thick-skinned or tasteless"
"ISFPs may be quite charming and ingratiating on first acquaintance, flowing with compliments which may (or may not) be deserved. On other occasions, the same individual may be aloof and detached." Current Mood: chipper
|Saturday, September 10th, 2005|
It's 4 am. I just watching the machinist. Am I alive? Awake or dreaming.So tired yet so little sleep.
|Thursday, September 8th, 2005|
|Bed time rant
Have you ever had that feeling of thirst that you cant quench not matter what you drink or how much you drink. Well thats how my interactions are in life, especially with girls. Wanting someone to be something they aren't never works.
On that note, Micki gave me a headache today...she confuses me to no end. You just can't win with some people.
And Ashley proves that even when you are right and you do win you can still be wrong
*sigh* women. This whole being nice thing...grossly overrated.
I'm tired in so many ways... but mostly just sleepy
PS I finally found thie drink i was mising.It was tea
|Tuesday, September 6th, 2005|
|late night thoughts
So..nip/tuck is SUCH a great show...everything about it..the emotional roller coasters, the twists, the sick irony..god... i need to clean my pants. I definetely recommend it if you havent seen it. I'll post more on it later
I had a three hour conversation with Micki tonight. It really helped me see things from her perspective.She definetely a great person. And shes definetly a person who actually feels, unlike everyone else who gets so emotionally disconnected from the reality of life.Amazing on so many ways..im if you want to know ;)
On the other hand i talked to Ashley for a long time...sometimes..i just dont know about her..*sigh* Thats too depressing to write about
|Sunday, September 4th, 2005|
|xsilencesoloudx's LJ stalker is everywishamiss!|
|everywishamiss is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also getting jiggy with your best friend!|
Have you ever tried to get someone to open up but failed?
Tried to connect with someone but felt denied, unwanted or neglected?
hmmmmm Current Mood: uncomfortable
|I'd scream these thoughts right in your face if you were here
I should really do more with my LiveJournal...like write in it more.Someone told me once that they write on here to validate their existence. Intresting. i guess that means that i technically don't exist.
Alex makes me mad. She's excessively nice, like fake nice and then unrightfully bitchy at other times. I want to punch her in the face.That would make me feel better. :)
In my marxism class we're learning about Marx's critique of the capitalist system. He makes a lot of good points. Like when he talks about how money used to be used simply as a means to facilltate trade but now people value money more then the objects they use it for. And how the system forces us to commodify ourselves into workers and sell ourselves in order to get money so we can buy what we need to survive. Its very "outside the box" thinking. On one hand this may seem like its no big deal but when you look to third world countries in South America where companies beat their workers and force them to work in crappy living conditions just so they can make enough money to try and feed their family it makes you think and wonder about your role in perptuating the system.
On that note a lot of my friends are totally a firmly placed cog comfortable with their place in the system. i despise people who constantly buy things out of excess. Buying things on a whim, and thing you dont need. *shakes head* Over reliance on material things... Current Mood: nostalgic
im so psychologically fatigued.Hmmm, everyone keeps telling me i should go to bed but its not a go to bed kind of thing.Its a sit up and ponder existance sort of thing.Or like Micki says an "existential crisis" I want to punch someone in the face..that would be cool Current Mood: blah
|Wednesday, August 24th, 2005|
I wish I was a Jedi.The dark side of the force would be strong in me. I could throw shit at people, bust out some force lighting..and best of all..telepathically choke people.I want that...why not me?
|Thursday, August 11th, 2005|
Man today is a good day to be a fan of good music
Tool is working on a new album
The Smashing Pumpkins got back together
Taking back Sunday is working on a new album
and Straylight Run is releasing an EP on Oct 2nd
Deftones album should be released shortly
Damn...thats sweet Current Mood: happy